Walking down the streets of the Lower East Side, a street where every corner tells a story for me, I entertain a friend visiting from overseas with some of those stories. The time I bumped into some Australians on this corner; the time I closed down this bar; the bartops I danced on; the men I met; the music I heard. As we approach the corner of Ludlow and Stanton, I’m reminded of the time Banksy was running amok on the Lower East Side and a burnt-out car painted with graffiti in this empty lot opposite Pianos, my favorite Sunday-night pyama dance party spot.
Until she stopped. Turned around.
And I felt it too. The energy, pulling me in.
We looked in the window of a brightly lit gallery, one I’d never noticed before. Maybe it’s new, another attempt to turn this gritty corner of the city into the Soho it will soon become, growing faster and more furious in the twelve months since I left this neighborhood.
Or perhaps it’s just the energy of the artwork that’s pulling us in, the white room filled with sculptures in bright pink and purple, evoking feelings of – wait, is that a – yes, yes it is. As we walk in, as we stop to catch our breath, as we notice that these sculptures of feminine anatomy, of Medusa with her snakes flying, of our most womanly parts molded into pieces reminiscent of luscious fruits and growing blossoms, we also notice what they’re composed of.
Fake fingernails.
Hundreds upon thousands of long, talon-esque nails, the kind used in a salon to advertise favorite shades like “Don’t be Koi with me” and “Dance like a Kabuki Queen” (no, I haven’t quoted an OPI shade by name since the Fall 2004 Japanese range), the kind propped up in beauty salons by the dozen all over America, where hardworking women trying to be just a little prettier, a little softer, a little less evidently hardworking and judged so by their hands, so they hand over eight or nine dollars to harder (but who’s judging) working Asian or Russian immigrants to manicure, soften, wipe away the efforts of hard work from those hands. Those hands that are defined by the work they do, typing at monitors, motioning to projectors, assembling sandwiches and pouring drinks and writing orders on notepads, wiping children’s sweaty brows and soothing flushed cheeks, clasping the hand of a lover or stroking a shoulder blade down to the wrist. The nail displays managed by underpaid, sometimes abused, sometimes successful women who chatter in Korean behind masked sighs as they fix yet another hangnail, apply another layer of shellac, deal with another frustrated customer’s New York meltdown as she refuses to pay the extra three dollars because she didn’t know the massage was extra.
The little bright pink or mauve additions to a work outfit that just might make that boardroom presentation look a little more feminine; the pale softness incorporated into a wedding ensemble to make those hands look dainty; the ruby-red contrast with a black dress to make that date all the more sexier.